Heart for Heidi

You are my best friend and I hate to see you down.
I wish that their was something I could do to make the pain and confusion disappear.
You're so loving, caring, open, giving... and you should not have to feel the way you do. You deserve the best. Yes,

the BEST of everything!
A job, friends, family, and most of all, a partner who will be there for you. Take care of you. Listen to you. Be giving to you. Love you. WORSHIP YOU!

You, and your heart, will mend in time. I know this to be true. You will also find someone who will be the one. Till then, I will be there for you always. I love you so much women!

Thank Goodness Fall Is Here!
I've decided to crochet a scarf for the occasion!
Hopefully it will be done by the time winter hits.
We'll have to see ;-) I'll show my progress till then!

Self Portrait Tuesday!

Alright, It's Art Monday!

Even though we didn't do much in class
on Sat., I was able to finish this piece
while watching a video about Henry Moore,
who's a great sculptor. (The piece was made
with glue and chalk.) Anyways, I hope you all
had a super Monday!!!!

Heidi and I had a great day

at Crocker today!

I particularly enjoyed creating our own

interesting art with

our cameras!

Don't I look HOT,

with my sexy moves!

It's FRIDAY!

So true! I have very little money,

but I am going shopping!

I need things badly!

It's kind of like

THERAPY

for the weeks shit.

I know I'm in need of pieces for my

Halloween Costume.

Wishing Well, here I come!

It' Java Time!Good Morning!
(photo by Edward Weston)

Good Morning!
I have a doctors appointment today and
I'm not looking forward to it.
I hate having people that I don't know, or think is cute, poking around in certain places.
;-)
So, to get ready, I took an extremely long shower that felt so great!
(GOD I miss showering with others!)
Anyways, good luck to me!

I can't sleep...

Why the hell do I do this shit to my self.
I want to call, or say how I feel, but I can not.
Talking, to those who know me, about my frustrations, makes me feel...

I can't explain it.
Guessing how I make others feel...

I pay for it with no sleep.
It's like a weird masochistic turn-on,
to put myself through this hell.
It never fails.
Some know...

Few stay and break through the walls that I have made.
For those who are by my side, never leave!
You are truly LOVED much more then you'll ever know!

I'm taking Art 133 @ CSUS and actually loving it. I've never thought of myself as "creative" but I feel I'm doing pretty good. I have classes on Sat. so I may put an example up every week. This weeks example is a scratched design on foam (printed with white ink on black paper).

I figured I should put a pic of myself up for ya'll to see. It's not the best, but I needed to see if my computer was going to work uploading pic's, and it does! Yippee!!!!

I ROCK!

Why?

Why do some people...
Why do some people...
For Fuck Sake...
Why do some people feel that the world revolves around them?
Make an effort... Get to know who you're with.
Two people are in a relationship.
Two people need to be heard.
Two people want affection, love and trust.
Not one.

Hello~
I'm Tracie!
I don't have much to say 2day, but I will... so look out!