Tuesday, September 20, 2005


I can't sleep...
Why the hell do I do this shit to my self.
I want to call, or say how I feel, but I can not.
Talking, to those who know me, about my frustrations, makes me feel...
I can't explain it.
Guessing how I make others feel...

I pay for it with no sleep.
It's like a weird masochistic turn-on,
to put myself through this hell.
It never fails.
Some know...
Few stay and break through the walls that I have made.
For those who are by my side, never leave!
You are truly LOVED much more then you'll ever know!

1 Comments:

Blogger Heidi R. said...

oh...girlie...ya know i love u. i am up too right at this moment. i am looking at the time this is posted and it is within minutes of my clock. U know u can always call me..i am always up late late late.

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